Thursday, October 22, 2009

Fantasizing

A nasty cold has me home in bed. Normally this would put my feelings of Dominance on ice, but today it seems to have done the opposite. Despite feeling icky, my mind has been going a mile a minute, fantasizing about j. My dreams have centered around it as well.

The fantasy du jour is this: j and I are in a room full of people. While they are conversing softly and drinking, all of their eyes are on me. I am dressed in a black leather bra and black leather pants, and wearing black high heels. j is shaved completely, including his head, and is wearing pair of gray sheer panties. (No coincidence that he was wearing these this morning as I drifted off to sleep, I am sure!)

I sit down on a stool and j lays across my lap. I lower his pants and begin spanking him, lightly at first and then harder. I can feel his cock harden against my legs and I alternate spanking and rubbing his ass. The more I spank him, the quieter those around us get until the room is silent except for the sound of my hand coming down on him. The sound seems to reverberate, and his body begins to quiver. I feel his member leaking pre-cum on my leg, and he desperately tries to create some friction against his cock by moving his body around. I laugh at his desperation, and with all my strength I kick his body to the floor.

he lays on the floor, a puddle of a man, needing to cum and yet filled with the desire to please. I look at one of the men who has been watching us. his eyes on transfixed on me, and I motion to him to come my way. he stands before me and then kneels upon my command.

*** to be continued ***

Monday, October 19, 2009

Enjoying My Feet


I find my feet to be one of the most attractive parts of my body. I have always had strong, flexible feet and ankles. I think nothing of picking up things I drop with my toes. But until we began exploring D/s some five-ish years ago, I did not view them as part of my sexual being.

I receive a lot of pleasure from my feet. j massages them nightly, and has found a point on the sole of my feet that is very erotic. When he rubs his thumb in this area I get very aroused. Of course, there is something truly intoxicating about having a man lick and kiss my feet, belittling himself before me.

I have begun to realize that I enjoy the power my feet bring me. I like hearing the sound of my high heels when I walk around, or the glances of others when they see my shoes. Sure, my tennis shoes may be more comfortable, but my heels are the ultimate aphrodisiac- for me and for those around me!