My Cuckold and Me

If you had asked either j or I several years ago if we would have considered cuckoldry, we would both said you were crazy. It wasn't that we saw anything wrong with it, but just did not feel like it was for us. Oh, how things change!

Our first tiptoe into the waters of cuckoldry came a couple years ago, when I began to talk to a few submissive men online. I enjoyed being fawned over, of course, and the extra attention I was receiving from other submissives really kept j on his toes. It reinforced his submissive position, and I made a point to remind him regularly that although I can have whatever submissive I want, he is mine and mine alone.

Before t came to visit, I told j it was my intention to be intimate with him. He had very mixed feelings about this... from arousal, to concern about the impact on our marriage, to questioning what his role would be. I consider myself a wife first and a Domme second, so we discussed his feelings at great length. The conclusion we came to is that we would touch base often during t's visit, but that the decision of how far I would go with him would be mine alone.

Now a bit of a spoiler- I had great sex with t, and enjoyed riding him. I also enjoyed knowing that j was there, watching every second of it. Was he more attentive after that? Hell yeah! Just as I take away his manhood when I force him to wear panties and use a strap-on on him, I take away his security when I make love to another man. The dichotomy of fear of what it might mean versus excitement of watching was clearly very powerful for him.

Every time I kissed t, groped him, slapped him, squeezed his balls, I knew that j was watching and wanting for that to be him. What a feeling of complete and total control! Since then, he has remained in a deeper level of submission as I have remained in a deeper level of dominance.

I fully intend to take on another submissive and likely cuckold j again...

I have started on my next post about t's visit- it promises to be a hot one. It will likely go up tomorrow, for those of you waiting with bated breath!